Ok so I dont have much to say for today....kinda sick. Anyways I have alot of aspiration!! I want to do a million things before I leave this earth..once when me and Julian was just friends I sent him a list in a text message that was a million miles long of what I wanted to do lol...lots of crazy stuff. My problem is confidence..I don't have much. I have a million fears tho. I use to be kinda fearless..yeah God knocked me down and taught me to use seat belts. Anyways back to what i was saying...I want to aspire to be or atleast do something besides be just another girl from Arkansas...I think Im past that tho :( age wise anyways lol. ive always loved art and was good at it...ive lost that artistic drive tho, ive always loved to write but its like i have permanent writers block, ive always loved photography but ran out of human subjects...its always something. Luckily i have an amazing husband who supports me in anything i want to do..Julian, if you ever read this..Thank You for being so wonderful and loving, youre my everything..I Love You!! right now i have alot on my mind..things to do and things to get over...i think im going to leave this blog at this...unless i come up with something else to post...HA
Mandee xoxo
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